Events that shape us - Bad week for me
Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2013 9:26 am
This is always a lousy emotional week for me.... you think you can shake some stuff over time .... but something you cant!
I guess these are the events that shape our psyche and emotional responses and make us who and what we are.
My Parents
18 Jan 1978 my parents were both killed when the plane my dad was flying hit a mountain in the 6 seater Beechcraft Bonanza in the Natal Midlands.
The hit the mountain about 20 feet from crest. My dad was 31 - my mom 29.
We found out 8 years later in a court case that air traffic control had given my dad the wrong descent instructions and had "instructed/guided" them into the mountain.
I was the oldest of 3 boys - I had turned 10 about 5 weeks before - so my carefree childhood had come to rapid and grinding halt. Our life paths had changed irrevocably!
My dad's mom's then took us in and raised my 2 brothers (One was 9 the youngest 7).
My Gran
My gran was an absolutely amazing lady .. the tales I could tell! She died 13 Jan 1993 of heart attack age 72.
I had just literally come back from an 6 weeks advanced swat / anti-terrorism training course in the Police and had seen my Gran/Mom.
She had a heart attack that night and after getting her to hospital we were told at 4 am she had passed over.
I reported for duty that morning at 09:00 - in rough Johannesburg/Hillbrow police station - not a happy bloke! My new W/O at my new station took one look at me and immediately said
"2 weeks leave - no paperwork - go!" I owe that man big time for compassion beyond words!
My Lesson / Reminder
Anyway this forum is my release valve / vent - so sorry about the purge!
Just needed a safe place to let it go - cant always dump this on family!
These events serve/need to remind us of the fragility of life, value of family and friends. That some days to day the events/worries that can consume so much of our time and energy are minor matters that can pale into nothing into heartbeat!
I guess these are the events that shape our psyche and emotional responses and make us who and what we are.
My Parents
18 Jan 1978 my parents were both killed when the plane my dad was flying hit a mountain in the 6 seater Beechcraft Bonanza in the Natal Midlands.
The hit the mountain about 20 feet from crest. My dad was 31 - my mom 29.
We found out 8 years later in a court case that air traffic control had given my dad the wrong descent instructions and had "instructed/guided" them into the mountain.
I was the oldest of 3 boys - I had turned 10 about 5 weeks before - so my carefree childhood had come to rapid and grinding halt. Our life paths had changed irrevocably!
My dad's mom's then took us in and raised my 2 brothers (One was 9 the youngest 7).
My Gran
My gran was an absolutely amazing lady .. the tales I could tell! She died 13 Jan 1993 of heart attack age 72.
I had just literally come back from an 6 weeks advanced swat / anti-terrorism training course in the Police and had seen my Gran/Mom.
She had a heart attack that night and after getting her to hospital we were told at 4 am she had passed over.
I reported for duty that morning at 09:00 - in rough Johannesburg/Hillbrow police station - not a happy bloke! My new W/O at my new station took one look at me and immediately said
"2 weeks leave - no paperwork - go!" I owe that man big time for compassion beyond words!
My Lesson / Reminder
Anyway this forum is my release valve / vent - so sorry about the purge!
Just needed a safe place to let it go - cant always dump this on family!
These events serve/need to remind us of the fragility of life, value of family and friends. That some days to day the events/worries that can consume so much of our time and energy are minor matters that can pale into nothing into heartbeat!